Right Now

I always worry about what I am going to post on my blog. I have so many drafts saved, blogs that I have typed up..only to hit *save as draft* rather than *publish*.

I have a lot of things going on in my life, it most definitely is not all GOOD, HAPPY, JOYOUS things. While I do have a lot of good, happy and joyous things, right now..some of it is not, right now things are a struggle and right now its not all about taking photos, and right now I don't even want my blog to be all about photos. I have changed the look, the title..and I wish I could change the URL but I can't. Maybe that is a good thing, because one day, I hope and dream to have my photography become my business. But right now, that is not the case.

There is something going around in the blogging community about blogging boldly. Not just showing your happy, fake side, but all of you. All of your thoughts ( within some limits, of course ) blogged boldly, and loudly. The truths.

I think by doing this, I will blog a lot more. No more typing up a blog only to save it in my drafts. If its on my mind, I am going to blog it and publish. If people don't like, then they can hit the tiny little x up top there..see it?? And close the screen.

Point being, a lot of people, don't have fairy tale lives. I have read so many blogs that make it look like the blogger is living this perfect life. We all know, that nothing is perfect. People struggle, people have money issues, people fight with their husbands, boyfriends, mothers, fathers, your kids have times when they stay in their pajamas all day and sometimes you don't get dinner made or laundry put away, or some days you just want to go to some remote island and be alone for awhile, and thats ok! Its life.

Right now, to me..this blog serves as an outlet, this is ME ..my thoughts, it helps ME feel better when I write and get things off my mind. So right now, I am going to hit publish ..